Pity

Today is a blog in which I am feeling sorry for myself. Today I ask why do bad things happen to good people? Why do bad people get what they want? How is it that I can try so hard to please people and to make people happy and yet I still get no gratification. Or is it that I am expecting gratifications from the wrong place?? Oh the confusion that roams my mind today. I just want to go back to the place I was a few days ago where I am smiling for no reason.....but I want that ALL the time.

This weekend was fun nonetheless. I went out on the boat Friday with Monica and got some sun. Saturday I went out in the boat with Ross and we went to the sandbar to hang out. I went out in Milledgeville last night--much needed. I went to Aubri Lane's with Scott and Monica to have dinner and drinks. Although their food looked marvelous I did not eat because I ate at home before I went into town. Anna and Chris joined us later and then we all 5 went to Chops for drinks. Yes I know I was the 5th wheel but you have to know that with those 4 (even though they all just met last night) they did not make me feel left out at all. I think it's all in the way you approach the situation and in the way that you MAKE it. I just wanted to have fun last night I did not care. And fun I had...my brother came and joined us when we went upstairs to Capital City...it's always fun to hang out with him. We did not stay there very long--it's not really the ideal social scene. Afterwards I went home and woke up to the beautiful lake this morning. I have been lazy all day until I finally drove back to Statesboro and now I am just watching t.v. and waiting to go to bed.

Sorry this is such a dull post but I am not in the mood to elaborate or talk/type! Until next time....